Thanks for your kind comments and words of support. I'm feeling sad...but I need to move on. I can't sit and dwell on this. It's hard because I let myself be SO sure, you know? It's the first time in what, 6 years, that I've let myself really hope so the letdown is hard.
J knows how hard this has been and he's been so wonderful. I'm so fortunate to have him as my husband. We've been looking for a bigger place for awhile now but hadn't been able to find anything nice. The other day a friend mentioned he had a house for rent so we went and took a look at it. It was amazing!! He wanted someone for September 1st though and we weren't able to find someone to take over our lease that quickly. So J, being the amazing guy that he is, told him that we would take it for Sept 1st - even though that means we have to pay 2 rents for September. I feel a bit stressed about that - the fact that we're putting so much money out, but J knows how much this means. How much I really need a change and a place where I can putter around and have a pet. So that I don't have to focus on IF all the time. It's an amazing place for a great rent. It just makes me happy to think about it! I'll try and post some pics once we get the keys.
And some more good news. I got the job!! I start August 30th. I'm so glad to be away from crazy moody lady. Its a lot more responsibility, but I'm really looking forward to being able to sink my teeth into something.
So all in all, despite the Clomid not working, it hasn't been a terrible week.
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Congrats on getting the job! That is so awesome!
ReplyDeleteIt all sounds fabulous. Congrats on the job and the new place to live. Hope the moving goes well.
ReplyDeleteWell done on getting the job & I hope the move goes well.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry that the clomid didn't work this month, but keep that positivity that you've had, who knows what will happen next.
Hey, disappointed with you, but glad work and the house worked out. one day at a time, hey?
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you were let down again :( *hug* I can totally relate. All I keep thinking now-a-days is NEXT! Move on as quickly as I can. The time right before AF (and sometimes even during if it's really light) I can't help but hope. It's crazy-making.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the new place and big Congrats on the new job! I hope those two things give you something much better to focus on for a little while.