Well I'm about half way into my 2WW now. And I'm so trying not to freak out. I'm trying to stay busy and occupied so that I don't let myself think and worry. Its so hard though. Every little twinge or symptom makes me wonder if the Clomid actually worked. I worry that I've let myself be too hopeful, too happy about all of this and that it's just going to come crashing down around me when AF shows up. I'm on CD22 so I have a few days before it'll appear (or not!!). I've been feeling SO tired and really crampy. Anyone else taking Clomid have crazy side effects?
And work...is really not helping right now. I've been doing two half time jobs. One is boring but I have awesome co-workers and the other is interesting but I have a horrible co-worker. For that one, she took a months vacation so asked me to cover while she was away. So I did her job and mine in half time. I worked 50 hours a week for the last month. I came in every Sunday to get stuff done. And when she came back this week she didn't give me one word of praise. It was all about what I had done wrong. I took the day off yesterday to just rest (since I've banked almost 2 weeks of OT) and she had the nerve to call me, on my day off, to ask me some questions on some things I had apparently done wrong. She's such a control freak that she's spent the past week going over absolutely everything I did over the last month. Just writing about this still makes me so upset. This is not what I need right now! On a happy note...I do have an interview on Monday for a position similar to what I am doing now but in another department. I really, really hope I get it. It would be one full time job instead of two part time ones. J wants me to just quit the bad job, but I don't want to be stressing about money right now either. There just never seems to be a happy medium hey?
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Ugh what a crappy ungrateful coworker. Wishing you the all best in the 2WW hope it goes by super fast.
ReplyDeleteUngrateful coworker sounds horrible. Good luck with the job interview and the TWW.
ReplyDeleteEverything I sould possibly cross is crossed for you!!
ReplyDeleteOy, I hear you on the happy medium thing. I am currently trying to decide between staying in my current position (where I'm very unhappy) or moving to a different dept (I have no idea if I'll like more or dislike more) and having the hardest time deciding.
ReplyDeleteI would be completely pissed if I covered for a coworker and they acted like that towards me. How rude!
Hoping like crazy for you!!
Sorry to hear that one of your jobs is so stressful. I hope you are able to get the other position. Your co-worker should be thanking you for putting in so many hours to cover her workload, not micro-managing everything you did while she was out!
ReplyDeleteI hope the next 2wks will go by fast for you. Saying lots of prayers for you!!