Happy Bloggoversary to me!!!!

Happy Bloggoversary to me!  Yesterday was my one year anniversary of blogging.  Can’t believe its been that long already.  This time last year I was in a place where I wasn’t able to do anything.  It felt like we had no hope at all.  And that led me to a really dark place.  But I’ve managed to pull myself out of that and feel so much better.  But I couldn’t have done it without the support of my two IRL friends who know about and read this blog.  You know who you are.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me, even when I wasn’t able to give anything back to you.  And I of course can’t leave out my dear readers and this awesome blog community.  I sort of stumbled into it by accident, but it was one of the best accidents that I’ve ever had!  Haha.  All kidding aside, it’s been amazing.  Reading all of your stories, receiving your words of encouragement, just knowing that you are not alone makes this crazy journey so much easier.

Well I said I was doing great with the Clomid and had few side effects.   Well that most definitely changed in the last couple of days. 

I had a total meltdown Monday over a mistake I made at work.  Like crying, no -  make that bawling  - over a stupid mistake.  At least it stopped the person complaining from doing that again! Poor J, he’s been dealing with me being happy and sad and angry all at once.   And the hot flashes – oh my goodness. It’s already in the 90’s here then add me being over heated?  Just picture a big snivelling, red-faced, sweating pile of hormones and that’s me right now.